Two days ago, I saw this Korean movie, Millionaire's First love… it’s really make my mind about love open wide when it related to someone special for me.

What is the most fear when I am being in relationship with someone that I loved?
Do I fear my couple will cheat on me? Lie to me? Or treat me very bad?
Before I saw this movie, I thought like that…but there’s something deeper than those reasons…

The most fear is when I am being together, deeply in love, so many smile and happpiness…but I only have short time to enjoy that moment.
I think it’s really painfull…it can’t be described by words…only tears and sadness…for I will be losing my special person that I want more time to be together.
Maybe I just can do, only hope & pray…hope & pray that HE will give me a little time longer to spend my time with someone I love…even just for a day, an hour or a minute…eventough faith is running on me.
Losing someone I love when I break up, it’s totally sad…but losing someone I really love beacuse I can’t againts the most defeateable will…death I mean…it’s really worst.

I’m just hoping & praying it won’t be happened to me. I just want to pray to GOD…I really pray to you, my mighty GOD…please don’t put myself into that situation. I’m just human being, I just weak. Please don’t give me trial that too much hard. I just want to live happily forever with someone I love.

I really learn one thing from this movie…when I already found my true love, I don’t want to underestimate love…or treat my love very bad…I just want to make him happy…hopefully I can make it no matter how. Because true love for me is really precious and to find true love is not easy, it takes time…that’s why I hope I can do the best when the time of true love come. God bless me and all of us. Amin.