My Life ^^

Soul雞 + Mate龍- 200209 ~ Accepting it | Hoping it | Struggling it

I dunno how to write it
I dunno how to picture it
I only want to write some lyrics of few songs that quite filled (inspired) some moments before I have a new life.
Maybe the way I write it will be quite mess..but later I’ll fix it..maybe I’m too excited with what I have achieved..I mean..I’m really excited to through this year, n hopefully by permission from GOD, not only this year..but year by year in the future..with him along by myside, hand to hand..
holding each other..across the time =]

Selamanya cinta > D'cinammons
My Valentine > Jim Brickman
First Love > Utada Hikaru
Oh Baby > Cinta Laura
Sarang He Yo > JJ Lin

Being honest..being opened..maybe for some people it’s quite horrorfying..but sometime when the time command you to say it..it wouldn’t be that scary.

I already had been up and down many times..which is..it seem..by the power of TIME, my will being put into trials and trials..so I had to struggle it..and had to hoping it..also had to accepting it.

Quite wierd when you read this..but for me it’s too REAL to be denied.
I can say..I never felt that feeling..that strong bound..that almost same characters & other parts/things of us which I can’t describe it in here (sorry)..that is very hard to be believed..that I think..he's THE ONE ^^

Okay..judge me that I’m too early to say it or announce it..or maybe, just say that because I’m depply in love rightnow then I think in that way..

People can say everything that they want to say..but they don’t know what I’d been through..how was my feeling when I fell down many times, that almost made me to gave up of it..but I dunno how, everytime I want to gave up, He just like give hope inside of me, and made me believe that there’s a chance..and the chance showed up. I dunno how you call it..you can call it coincidence, so do I..but this is the coincidence that it never happened in my whole life after I remembered all things that ever happened in my life...nothing that closed enough like this one.

Better I don’t talk too much about this..but what happened from the nov 2008 till feb 2009..it seem like chain of somethings in my life..that lead me onto something & someone..someone that maybe can change my life..and something that give me hope & believe that I can be somebody better in this life.

Well..maybe I’m too naive by writing this.

But nothing to be ashamed of, coz like I said before..my feeling to him now it's REAL.
Eventough while I was walking on it, maybe many of persons thought me as a dreamer or maybe silly person..how can i "..............." with someone who's younger than me.

hahahaha..OMG...it's very2 funny n crazy!
But you know what..those characters..a dreamer..a sillywoman, that helped me to reach what I wanted..beside praying to the Lord.

Some quotes also help me to get through it..
“IF YOU WANT TO IMPROVE, BE CONTENT TO BE THOUGHT FOOLISH AND STUPID”

We all know that sometime we are being stupid and silly many times in our life
But do you ever realize, that your sillyness and you stupidity sometime bring colours into your life..something that could be a surprise..unexpected good surprise.

Last but not least..

“IS IT DIFFICULT TO BE A WINNER. BUT IT IS HARDER TO MAINTAIN IT”

This is not THE END of the struggle, but it is THE BEGINNING of it.

My new life just begin right now but it feels like I know him for a long long long time ago.

May GOD bless us from now on till the end.

AMEN.

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Thanks to GOD that always helps me in some of my hard times n finallyI found someone.

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Thanks to my Lovely mom, eventough she didn’t know what was already being happened 2me but thx for her time & her ear to listen my heart-expression.
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Thanks to friendster n ym that made me met him..I owe very BIG for this. THANKS!

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And also thanks to him too..for everythings =]
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